05 Aug

Mission Possible

 

 

 

mission

I am continually amazed at where my self studies lead me, I have never been a follower and it was really just yesterday while talking to God in my garden that I realize I have had trust issues since childhood. I knew my parents loved me but I questioned authority always, why? I don’t know, I would love to, would be time saver for parents including myself since my son is very like me. Some kids just do I guess, is it a lone wolf spirit inside that says “I cannot follow I must make my own path”. Those kids need extra love, a very firm hand, soft heart, and a tough hide. My parents being 2 generations older than I did not know what I faced in the world. Hence they had no idea what dark places I wandered into and what I consumed or allowed to get a hook into me that I brought back. A spiritual casualty by the time I was 17, I raced into life with no hope and almost crash landed, a few times.

I have lived long enough and seen enough to know there are forces unseen at work in this world. The deeper I read my Bible and understand the situations I am led to do history and research. I want to better understand the times they lived in, how does it compare to today. I look around and see mayhem, biblical truth comes alive in lovers of self, disrespecting of parents, abusive, unholy, lovers of money and boastful, how can I not believe God’s plan? It is the only place in this world I have found the truth that actually holds water. How many things do we buy, subscribe to and obtain that eventually let us down and leave us high and dry? Do warranties and guarantees always hold out? Is the medical system, the food system, our police, the government all upright without flaw? I rest my case. Christianity seems to have flaws as presented but I have found God’s actual plan, as found in my Bible to be flawless.

The bill we have been sold as Christianity is not what the Bible says. So many religions hold on to parts and sections but never use the entire Bible as it should be. I have read statisitics that concern me about pastors who do not even read their Bibles for creating sermons. I thought pastors were to be inspired by God, I never realized there were sermon books you can buy and follow along with. The apostle Paul was very heavy in speaking about False Teachers and Prophets. Paul had his fill of moral laxness and he knew they fallen asleep status of the fall of a Christian was deadly. The fall can be partial or total, we must keep this from happening to ourselves and others.  Total falling away is falling into a well and then when the cord is dropped cutting it ensuring no escape. There will never be another rope. The well is sin, the rope is Jesus, the cutting is you saying I do not need you, I do not believe. Game over.

There may be some of you who are there, I am so sorry, I wish I could change your mind, either your spirit was never awakened or you were never told of a life lived in hope. Whatever the case, it was most likely religion or a false teacher who set you astray. I have come to know Jesus and He says, “Come unto me, I will give you rest”. He could go on saying, “Not a bunch of rules and frustration I want to set you free of the laws of men.” This schizophrenic religious mess is not what God put us here for. The gospel is simple, love others as I have loved you, live at peace and be an example of righteous living. Read your Bible and pray, there is no special formula or golden ticket to obtain. It lies within your heart and it is up to you to seek Him with all of your heart, soul and mind. You will find Him, but you must leearn to cast the world off and walk tall.

In Biblical times, 64 AD,  the churches were held in homes, pastors were called elders and they were men from ordinary walks of life. They had struggles and real human issues but were men of the Spirit. There was no time for superficial Christians due to the condition of the church at the time.  1 Timothy 4 was written to the church to avoid Apostacy, you see the church was intended to be the Pillar of Truth but the Bible predicts a gross systems of error from within, one of demonical origin, it is called Gnosticism and if you do your own research Christian you will see it’s influence in the church. Not good, not of God.

The only messages we should be preaching is ont of the simple Gospel truth, the Bible will do it’s job if given a chance. It is to be read in private and expounded in public.  Considering that the church is on it’s deathbed right now that leaves the rembrandt, the solitary believer who adheres to no creed but a Risen Savior and living Kingdom minute by minute while we abide on this created world and wait for redemption. I find few people who are living lives based on eternity, they are caught in the day to day with little planning for the rest of the journey.

Christianity has been an effective tool in freeing captives, releasing the opressed and liberating slaves, the simple doctrine of human brotherhood slays the idea of slavery of any kind. No wonder they try to crush the idea and warp it into unrecognizable religious traps.

Let’s move forward now, into what I have learned. 1 Timothy is awesome,  chapter 2 spells out who and what to pray for, those in authority, the law and government. Why? so that we can live godly lives in peacefulness and holiness.  Chapter 3 gets into the Overseer’s, also known as community leaders in faith and living They should be a one woman man, have a rein on his offspring, a gentleman, not drunk, violent, quarrelsome, a lover of money, his home and life should be managed.  Chapter 4 deals with hypocrites and those with conscience that has been seared by a hot iron, this comes from living and abiding in sin rather than choosing righteousness. it says they will deviate from faith to decieve and be decieved. I would hope every Christian will read this passage and consider what it says. Food issues can be cleared up there, myths dispelled there, it confirms physical training is good, we are called to eat right, what God provided and be in good shape for this life and the one to come. I struggle seeing Christians labeling themselves with diagnosis and ailment, claiming eternal brokenness is defeat. Be who God says you are and stop letting the world system define you. It close with watch your doctrine. Like a hawk, pray and discern with the Holy Spirit. It is a jungle out there.

We cannot live dual lives, you cannot be a warrior for truth and still eat from the tree of knowledge. Pick a side already, waffling is sending kids to hell. Be who God says you are already, He redeemed us from sin, why do we dwell there? We chase these earthly lives run by money and that system created by man, we are slaves to it. The Bible says the love of money is the root of all kinds of evil. Why do we toil and work? We love what money does, what it gives and how it elevates us to false sovereignty. I once put my hope in wealth, as a banker I had every retirement plan in place, savings accounts, 504 and 401K, IRA,  layered protection, not one bit of it helped me when I got sick. the system quickly drained me when my status changed. How quickly the brightest stars fall, but I did not burn out.

The Bible has the antidote for every ailment man, religion and the devil can offer. It all begins with you. Pick it up and read it like manual for life or ignore it at your own peril. I won’t mince words, I am not in this for fame, money or clout. My retirement plan is eternal and this is just the practice run. We meet him and our Saviour or our Judge. I want to hear, “well done my good and faithful servant. It was not enough to realize I was lied to and misled  all my life, I need to change it, if I got it wrong, someone else did too.

#choices 

They matter. I offer this piece to you as an olive branch and simply ask that you be open. Assume for one minute that everything you have learned about God and religion has been compromised. You are an agent of grace in God’s Central Intelligence Community. The manual has been compromised and the secret code to unlock the truth is in your spirit. Each spirit has it’s own code and no mission is the same. He created us individual, no one exactly the same, similar at times as His  mission never changes. Love one another. How? Follow his lead. Walk soft.

“I am on the fence about nearly everything I’ve seen
And I have felt the fire be put out by too much gasoline
And we’re all strangers passing through a place and time afternoon
Life is but a vision in a window that we’re peeking through”

Much love, Marla

 

 

30 Jul

Bowing Down

The continent of Asia offers culture to America but what do we really know about how is customs tie into our heritage as Americans. America was founded on Biblical truths right? Under current conditions I think most Americans want to restore America to her glory yet Americans like trends, we worship them but often neglect the research.
Yoga, yin, yang, meditation, namaste and balance are all hot words but how much balance exists in any of that.
Let’s talk about India., I have friends there and understand the culture somewhat.  If it is such lovely peaceful culture then why so many issues, I will dig into them below.  My friends are Believers, followers of Jesus, one had his leg broken for that reason. They endure harassment and persecution regularly.
I am reading a book by K.P. Yohannan, the creator of Gospel for Asia. He is a man born and raised in the Hindu culture, he points out many things that I never realized about the religion.
Yoga is a Hindu practice being done by millions all over the world. The essence of yoga is to reach oneness with God and for a Christian, I ask where that leaves Jesus and the part about worship. The Hindu American Foundation is not proud about this blend, they say that American Yoga has stolen the intellectual property of their spiritual heritage.
Although yoga is promoted as a health miracle, by centering self, meditating and using the mind. Behind the nirvana of it all lies an ugly truth about the culture for a believer.

Hinduism has no one god, it has many gods that exist all in one reality. There is no founder, yet it is referred to as “river”, eternal truth. “Truth is one, sages call it by different names”. In Hinduism, the soul transmigrates from one body to another, karma determines the rest. Your moral actions either condemn or avail you for the next life.
The four fulfillment’s you seek are Prosperity, Filling Your Purpose, Desire/sex/enjoyment, and Enlightenment.
Namaste represents the divine spark in us all, the heart chakra. Nama means Bow,as is “I”, Te is “You”. In the position of hands together at heart and head bowed to surrender to the Divine Self, with the mind surrendered a deep union of spirits can blossom. Meditate that Jesus is Lord of all and see what happens.
1 Joh 4: 1-3 “Beloved, do not believe every spirit, but test the spirits to see whether they are from God, for many false prophets have gone out into the world. By this you know the Spirit of God: every spirit that confesses that Jesus Christ has come in the flesh is from God, and every spirit that does not confess Jesus is not from God. This is the spirit of the antichrist, which you heard was coming and now is in the world already.” Are you thinking yet?

Here is the reality…
Hinduism creates centuries of people trapped in religious slavery of the worst kind, tied to such deep segregation and poverty. Religion, Nationalism, and Economic Gains all mix as a volatile explosive that the enemy of our creator uses against His human creations. There are deep ties to secular materialism, humanism where there is no God, and the anti Christian pressure in the world.

Facts:

Of the 128 billion people in India, 17% are Dalits, or untouchables. This is segregation of the worst kind, it destroys the human soul.
1/3 of the worlds hungry people live in India.
80% of India follows Hinduism.
Hunger is the number one cause of death there.
Kids fall into human trafficking there daily.
11 million children are abandoned there, 90% are girls. To avoid a dowry they are eliminated, abandoned or killed at birth, the dowry is an economic burden.
500,00 abortions there are performed targeting gender selection.
These children no nothing but rejection and starvation.
Hindus worship many gods, some which are cows and rats, the cows are normally pets used for milk and dung for energy. They are celebrated and washed once a year on Gopastami.
Rats also are worshipped. They play a role in the reincarnated life. You are most likely to become a rat on the way up the spiritual ladder to Nirvana. At the Karni Devi cave the rats called Kabas are managed and fed by staff, the Karni Devi God is linked to community fortunes so the rats are sacred, yet rats spoil and eat 20% of India’s grain, annually.
This loss can be pictured as a train with loaded cars that stretches from NY to LA. I call this spiritual blindness, the rats and cows can eat while humans suffer and starve. Mediate on that for a moment.
Lastly, the Dalits, the untouchables, there are one in every six Indians, 17% of the population, they are denied basic human rights, often literacy puts them onto bonded slavery as they do not understand the contracts. they are persecuted and exploited. But are they any less human?

Gandhi, the George Washington of India when he returned to his homeland had to deconstruct himself to have a voice in his home country. He had to be undone, break all ties to gain acceptance of the common. Gandhi acknowledged Jesus as the son of God, yet Christianity, gave his blessing on the Gospel.

Yet the gospel has never has been widely accepted on the Asian continent. Chiefly because they reject the trappings of the Western culture that has been fastened to the Gospel.
He knew he must become all to win some, and he did.
World Missions knows that missionaries are most effective if they are native in their own people. Which is why the greatly blessed America should be hleping. The only person to walk this earth and selflessly love and give to others blindly with no prejudice or judgement was Jesus. The gospel that surrounds him is one that frees the soul of man from judgements. I remember the day I read Proverbs 29:25 and understood it. Fear of man is a snare….That message could help alot of opressed people, save many souls from bondage. 

To understand we have God given rights to live and be free without oppression under God’s rule. Perhaps it is nonsense to the self indulgent West but to the modern day leper, the untouchable, that kind of love is sweet water to parched lips that quenches a thrist like no other.
Perhaps I understand due to some roles I have been in and certain seasons of life, but when my Lord called my name I understood His voice, they do too.
As you practice your yoga, mediate on the traditions that built it.
Traditional Yoga seeks to provide plausible answers to such profound questions as, “Who am I?”, “Whence do I come?”, “Whither do I go?,” and “What must I do?” All great questions but who is answering you?
To Christians who follow Jesus, is there a map to salvation? Protocols to follow? Rituals to practice? If you follow the physical route of yoga, to where are you going? To what do you attribute your divinity?
1 John 4:1 Beloved, do not believe every spirit, but test the spirits to see whether they are from God, for many false prophets have gone out into the world.

God loves us so much, how many times does he refer to his souls as little children. In America we were founded on Biblical truth, perhaps that has grown antiquated to some but there is merit in looking back. Our success as a nation is evident when we were aware of God in our lives and knew how to follow Him. We are falling down and broken as a country and we have sold our heritage of freedom as given by the One True Sovereign God. Our heritage is one of blood, sweat and tears, the substance of a man. the Pilgrims were not meditating on the boat to get here, they were knee deep in excrement, sick and praying to the God who did respond and brought them safely to the shores of America despite horrible, almost impossible odds.
Think my friends, our choices are important. Pray about your life, the water is so muddy and I simply am lighting a candle for you to see clearly.
Everything is not as it seems. Pray for discerning.

Much love in Christ,

Marla

 

22 Jul

Heaven and Hell…choices

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Consider, 11 poor disciples, with 112 rag tag followers, with no social clout, no power, who loved radically and with no blog or newspaper began a revolution with word of mouth. Even under persecution they turned Roman society on it’s head. Why? for one man who touched them in way no other, Jesus who is God in the form of man. They began something that is alive still today, it is something we should take very seriously. The Bible has been proven over and over historically, archaeologically, time and time again, the proof so convincing it converted athiests and agnostics hell bent of disproving it. What divine truth.

My mom who is 91 and of another generation has been a treasure trove of books and literature that guide me. She came to Jesus as a young woman and mother with her husband who had lived his life for himself and found destruction. When they discovered God’s live in the milking parlor via gospel radio their family life changed. They were already parents and taught their kids all that they learned. By the time I was born in 1969, my parents had bloomed into disciples and dedicated their final seed to God’s service. I am she, the youngest and a prodigal.

I have told so much of my story, and my early knowledge of God was one of a child but was accurate, however my life was hijacked by the devil and his tricks being played in the lives of believers. In this life I found my hell, enough of it to turn back a changed person. Hell is you completely alone, you hear only your own voice, you speak and noone understands you instead they parrot their own pain back to you with no compassion. Memories are endless but not good ones, they go away. All that is left is despair, failure, disappointments, deceiful acts, pain you caused, hurt that happened because of you, damage to others lives that you caused becomes louder and louder and nothing stops the relentless anguish. All that I could see was my folly and how I squandered the gifts I was given. I was lost, unable to save myself and the only way out was a bullet. Grace found me there. I picked up my father’s Bible, prayed shamelessly and opened everything I thought I had hidden from God. I was forced to re-examine my life, sudddenly balancing on the scales of what matters in God’s eyes I realized I had squandered and sowed pain.

There are 2 kinds of works in this life, God classifies them in His Word. Gold, Silver and Precious Stones are acts to the Glory of God, all for the sake of Jesus. The other is Wood, Hay, Stubble are acts for our earthly fame, honor, praise to self backed by selfish reasons. If our works are abiding, we gain a reward, if they can be burned we recieve loss of our soul. 2 Corinthians 5:10 says we ALL will appear at the judgement seat of Christ to account for the acts while in the vessel. Realize in 2 John 8-11 we are told believers who support the enemies of Jesus will lose not his soul but his reward. Christians who support a church not standing in the doctrine of Christ Jesus risen will lose their reward. Narrow is the gate, pray and discern my friends.

1 Corinthians 5:10 No, I strike a blow to my body and make it my slave so that after I have preached to others, I myself will not be disqualified for the prize.

2 Timothy 4:7,8 I have fought the good fight, I have finished the course, I have kept the faith; in the future there is laid up for me the crown of righteousness, which the Lord, the righteous Judge, will award to me on that day; and not only to me, but also to all who have loved His appearing.

As God’s servants and stewards we are Saved so that we can SERVE not to be idle. If you are not the hands and feet, if you are not loving, you are not obeying. If you are stuck in unforgiveness or pride, know that is not of God.

Why should we obey God? Because we are free, the death of Jesus has blotted out our sins, when we believe in Him. Isaiah 44:22 “I have swept away your offenses like a cloud, your sins like the morning mist. Return to me, for I have redeemed you.” Isaiah 43:25 “I, even I, am he who blots out your transgressions, for my own sake, and remembers your sins no more.” Hebrews 8:12 “For I will forgive their wickedness and will remember their sins no more.” What a beautiful gift of freedom, but with freedom comes responsibility, a great deal of it and I fear that this is no longer being preached. Evil has entered the North American church and disease spreads in the darkness, I will expose it to the light. I can do nothing less now that I understand the truth about my own Salvation. I am a woman changed by the truth. Things change around me as a result, I stand in amazement and in humble respect for God who loves me without condition. 

2 Peter 3:10 says “But the day of the Lord will come like a thief. The heavens will disappear with a roar; the elements will be destroyed by fire, and the earth and everything done in it will be laid bare.” Noone likes to talk about judgement, that doesn’t sit well in  society so we omit it.

Consider this, our air is made up of gasses. Oxygen and Nitrogen, the 2 most combustible gases, it also caontains water which contains hydrogen and oxygen. Our atmosphere is a storehouse of fire, Is it waiting for ignition? The earth is part of creation, God never said he’d destroy it, Generations come and generations go, but the earth remains forever. Ecclesiastes 1:4. And it will be inherited by the meek according to the gospel of Matthew. We are created in the image of God, even Jesus told his disciples after the resurrection, handle me, feed me, prove I am not a spirit. We will be glorified humans, recreated to bear God’s likeness, we are clay being shaped through the adversity and trials of life. We crave perfection as that is our destination, it is hunger we are born with for Heaven, for being what we were created to be, the world get’s in the way. Hell is real but it was not created for men, earth was. God wants man to repent of his love of self, we obey the will that is played by Satan, humans are not devils nor are bad ones the devils angels. God allows those who “choose” to live in sin to follow satan into the eternity prepared for him. The will is in the way, God’s hands are tied, it is up to us. We do not end up in Heaven by accident not do we stumble there, it is a place prepared for believers and only those who are prepared will go there. Belief in Jesus Christ is the doorway to Heaven  as stated in John 1:12,13 “But as many as received Him, to them He gave the right to become children of God, even to those who believe in His name, who were born, not of blood nor of the will of the flesh nor of the will of man, but of God.” John 5:24 Truly, truly, I say to you, he who hears My word, and believes Him who sent Me, has eternal life, and does not come into judgment, but has passed out of death into life.

Revelation 2 and 3 discuss the church and the falling away,thousands of years later, all very relevant, not much has changed. The Gospel of Jesus is still watered down and manipulated. If your church is not preaching the gospel I am advising you to speak to the pastor and if that does not resolve it, leave. Warn a decisive man once and if he ignores you, walk away. Not my words, Gods. Todays churches are leaving Jesus out as well as the power of His blood and the second coming of Christ. Instead many churches and it’s followers are embracing rainbows. Let’s be very, very clear.  Rainbows were used 4 times in the Bible. In Genesis 9 after the flood as a sign that water would no longer consume the earth as it did in Noah’s time. In Ezekiel 1:26-28 when he gazed on the glory of God. 3rd in Revelation 10 the angel that appeared wore a rainbow. And 4th in Revelation 4:13, a rainbow encircles the Throne of God. The throne is a symbol of Justice and Righteousness and the rainbow represents mercy. God tells us mercy is extended to man until the curtain of time comes to a close.

Let’s be very clear, the church as it is today is not the church discussed in the Bible. It is not attended, nor does it have members, it is made up of fully born again believers. Be cautious what you hold onto as truth and where you align yourself. Pride goes before the fall. Gay pride attached to rainbows will not get a pass into the kingdom of Heaven. There is no self love there and “my way and wants” is self love, period. I loved to get my wine buzz on and shop but it takes me away from my purpose, get rid of anything that keeps you from the love of God and His favor, no person, object or substance should be in the way of God’s Sovereign will. We must stop twisting scripture to fit our wants.

We all will face judgement, the laws in our country were designed around God’s word and they knew mercy and justice had to exist together, we are coming to an age where even that is falling apart. We all will face the throne of God with Jesus reigning in judgement and mercy. 2 Corinthians 5:10 says, For we must all appear before the judgment seat of Christ; that every one may receive the things done in his body, according to that he hath done, whether it be good or bad.

This is not judging if you are saved or lost, this is for believers about custodianship and stewardship. 

The Bible clearly reveals the truth but you must read it.

But I tell you that everyone will have to give account on the day of judgment for every empty word they have spoken. Matthew 12:36

You, then, why do you judge your brother or sister? Or why do you treat them with contempt? For we will all stand before God’s judgment seat. Romans 14:10

Do not be deceived: God cannot be mocked. A man reaps what he sows. Galatians 6:7

Remember that the Lord will give you an inheritance as your reward, and that the Master you are serving is Christ. Collossians 3:24

For no man can lay a foundation other than the one which is laid, which is Jesus Christ. Now if any man builds on the foundation with gold, silver, precious stones, wood, hay, straw, each man’s work will become evident; for the day will show it because it is to be revealed with fire, and the fire itself will test the quality of each man’s work. If any man’s work which he has built on it remains, he will receive a reward. If any man’s work is burned up, he will suffer loss; but he himself will be saved, yet so as through fire. 2 Corinthians 3:11-15

For the Son of Man is going to come in his Father’s glory with his angels, and then he will reward each person according to what they have done. Matthew 16:27

Then I saw a great white throne and Him who sat upon it, from whose presence earth and heaven fled away, and no place was found for them. And I saw the dead, the great and the small, standing before the throne, and books were opened; and another book was opened, which is the book of life; and the dead were judged from the things which were written in the books, according to their deeds. And the sea gave up the dead which were in it, and death and Hades gave up the dead which were in them; and they were judged, every one of them according to their deeds. Then death and Hades were thrown into the lake of fire. This is the second death, the lake of fire. And if anyone’s name was not found written in the book of life, he was thrown into the lake of fire. Revelation 20:11-15 

It is a dreadful thing to fall into the hands of the living God. Hebrews 10:31
It is very clear that the Lord wants us to repent, He loves us unconditionally but he wants us to be holy, like Him. He has given us Jesus who gave all to save the lost, to save mankind from destruction. “For the Son of man is come to seek and to save that which was lost.” Luke 19:10

Christians are stumbling toward hell over the simplicity of the gospel. Why do we keep looking for a feeling or a great thing to do? Who are you doing it for? God knows your motives, the underneath of your intention, nothing is hidden.  For by grace you have been saved through faith; and that not of yourselves, it is the gift of God; not as a result of works, so that no one may boast. Ephesians 2:8,9

We are here by Grace to bring souls home, break the deception of the world run by satan and his legions that control the air. It will pass away (Revelation 21:1) and earth will be purified, renovated and re-created but not completely destroyed. Ecclesiastes 1:4 Generations come and generations go, but the earth remains forever. God will perfect His kingdom, whether you remain depends on if you can abide while you are here and not get tied up in the nonsense.

I am a consumer, I have tasted and seen, I have seen enough to allow me to realize none of this is real. Money, industry, social status, possessions, careers and businesses all will pass away. The human soul is eternal like it or not and you choose how the story ends. Choices.

I speak in complete love to break the strongholds satan and his lies have placed over us. When you live unaware in the world the ties to your soul are what keep you on that culdesac of doing, being and trying. I close with this. Let go or be dragged.

Blessings,

Marla

 

08 Jul

Conduit of Compassion

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Being part of the family of God is a community. Citizenship has both benefits and responsibilities. As Christians we are called to be caregivers, moving past superficial relationships and applying in-depth caring. Jesus practiced Holistic relationships following  God’s commandment to” love the whole being” with the “whole of our being”.  One must have a healthy ego, a good self image and the driver of their acts should be the love of Jesus inside of them. The tools of a Christian Caregiver are the Bible, Prayer, Love, and God’s Power.  James 5:16 tells us, “Confess your sins to each other and pray for each other so that you may be healed. The earnest prayer of a righteous person has great power and produces wonderful results.”

“We must avoid the imperialism trap, your job is to show others that there is more than our mistakes and regrets, there is redemption that erases our minds of painful memories. One can only do this if you learn to evoke honest sharing. I found this true as a bank manager, I was willing to discuss my own money mistakes to teach others how to make better choices. It is the same in all of life, we bridge the knowledge gap.  There is freedom in sharing but know that with freedom comes great responsibility. Loose lips sink ships and there can be no personal gain in this.

Pray together, open hearts.  You must  know that it is better to have a heart without words than words without heart. No fakes, no cheat sheets, just your heart. Evangelism is not scary. It is defined as the act of bringing good news. Imagine communicating the suprising and beautiful fact that God truly does love us all. And He showed victory over death and sin through Jesus our beautiful Lord and Savior. God calls us all to share our faith in the Gospel with all the world, everyone without judgement or condition.

My motive is love, I have learned that to be loved is to love. What God pours into me unconditionally I must pour back out. I constatly evaluate my motives, why am I doing this? If any of  it is for me, it is worthless. Evangelism is dialog not monolog, other oriented sharing, this means you share and take time for others. Can you open yourself? Or does fear hold you as it did me? I was a fake, nice lady, pretty package  with a mess of lies behind the surface.  We must be willing to discuss it, it is just life and none of us get out alive. This calls for being open not unzipped, remember this is not about you, mask off. God’s love is others oriented. 

I had to make the Christian message be something seen and touchable. My acts give God’s love flesh and bones. My arms are His arms holding you, my tears are His hurt, if I truly understand the love of my Heavenly Father how can I offer any one person less. <3

Christian caregiving calls for the Renewal of the spirit daily, Romans 12:12 “Be joyful in hope, patient in affliction, faithful in prayer”. Let’s unpack that.

Hope is unseen yet it exists, are you joyful in the darkness? Do you truly know God’s love, there is no fear in perfect love.

Affliction comes in many forms, Webster says it’s “a state of pain, distress, or grief”,  call it what you want, misery has many names…mental, physical, financial, social. Does the pressure kill you? Got stress? We must give it away. Let go or be dragged.

Prayer, the lifeblood of our Faith, without communication you have no relationship. I hope you have faithful prayer time daily, it is essential.

If any of this rings a bell that is okay, ask God to show you what you need to let go of and then let go of it or them. What holds you back from God’s love and blessing? You may be surprised. He wants to be our all in all, no stand ins, no substitutes, He wants to be what we cannot live without. We can grow into caregivers with the right teaching tools and I am happy to share what I learn.

I pray in faith for so many who I touch, you know who you are. It is not me doing anything other than talking to my Father about your problem like an intercessor because I love you. The same way I went higher up in the bank world for approvals on special situations. Fear is not an accessory I entertain.

I rely on God the Father for results, I have simply opened myself to allow His Love to flow through me. So can you, be a conduit, we just move the love from one place to the next. All that said remember when you come alongside someone that the Biblical Truth is what you base all of your acts of compassion on. Never once did Jesus help the Pharisee Tax Collectors fill the cash box, nor did He lie with the prostitutes He taught redemption to. He lowered himself in humility to not judge and love but never did He condone the acts that are sinful of the other human involved. The Obedience of the Gospel never was left out. Be careful what you assign yourself to.

Let’s say I have 2 sons, one is a raging alcoholic who beats his wife and kids, the other is pursuing an openly homosexual relationship. I have compassion for both, love them both, but do I take sides? Or do I plead the case for them? Am I honest with them? Ot do I pander to the sin?

Son #1 has a terrible job, he is under stress, he knows it is wrong but God understands and so do I. I support his decision to smother his pain and abuse his family.

Son# 2 knows homosexual behavior is called immoral and impure yet he carries on, I support his decision to remain in sin and call it his.

The world says I must be flexible to fit in right?

Or do I say.  My allegiance is to God, God’s word and the Truth. Call it sin and love them anyway but this does not mean you plead their case. I am wary of the Christian touting rainbows of equality, I hope you understand what you are doing. Just because your pastor says so doesn’t mean it is so, exactly why I look to noone to interperet my Bible for me, I read it.  My Bible tells me that Jesus’s message was repent, he cleared no code, he revoked no laws, he had compassion but knew that the root remained until repentance happened and repentance is laying down your life and saying thy will not my will. Sexuality and all, we are meant for worship. I had to learn it in my own life and lay down my own desire, I don’t speak from a place of inexperience, I own my scars. Save the hate.

I leave you with this, when we pray Thy kingdom come, don’t forget to say my kingdom go, when we pray Thy will be done, I say my will be gone. Humble all the way, drop your ego on your way out.

Much love my peeps~